I

Quit.

When life knocks you --down-- on your knees, you are in the PERFECT position to pray. x33

Turn up the music & Turn down the drama!

Lies, drama,tears, three cheers to the Teenage years!

I don't forgive people cuz I'm weak. I forgive people cuz I'm strong enough to understand that people make mistakes.

I am me. That's all I can be. No more, no less.Dont second guess. I laugh, I love, I live, I cry sometimes I wish that I can die.Somedays I'm funny somedays I'm not. Sometimes I'm overdrive and just cant stop. You may not like me, that's okay. Cuz this is me and how ill stay!

We talk for hours on the phone. Eachothers houses are second homes. Its something true that will never end. Thats why we'll alwayz be bestfriends.

&& the thing that kills me
is that I am still not over you

Do you ever wonder if he remembers you fondly? Do you ever wonder if the boy you have a crush on secretly has a crush on you too? Do you ever wonder how someone can live so close & yet you never see them? Do you ever wonder if fate is real? These are some of the things I wonder every day. I hope he remembers me fondly cause I shared some of my best memories with him. I hope the boy has a crush on me. I want so badly to drive to his neighborhood & knock on his door now that I can. I pray every night that fate is real.    

break the rules
stand apart
ignore your head
&&&
follow your heart.

its so funny how I don't even want
to share someone who's not even [mine]

&& if one day I start to matter
...let me know.

Bec <33

Take a look behind the make-up and behind the fake smiles,because only then will you see. Look past the outward appearances and into my heart and you will see the real me. Look past the bruises and the scars...and all the things I do.And forget all the things you thought you once you knew. Don't remind me of my mistakes and of my fallen tears, don't tell me about the things I lost throughout all these years. Take a look inside..take a look and then you will realize...I'm not the girl you think I am, all I hope is that you really give a damn...Take me away from here, take me away so I can tell you my true fears...I'll tell you about the thoughts in my head, and how I no longer feel dead...Take me away and never bring me back...Please ignore all the qualities,to you,I seem to lack. Forget all the bitterness and all the rage, must I remind you that you let me out of this so-called cage. Try to look past all my insecurities and all my lies, please look away from these unworthy eyes. Please leave your comfort zone, for you I'll let the real truth be known. Thinking of my future without you leaves me breathless, I get too scared to even speak. So let's leave the problems all behind...let our future as friends unwind ...but take me away today, bring me back on a better day.

smiling doesn`t mean that im happy
laughing doesn`t mean i don`t cry
walking away doesn`t mean i dont want to run
&& loving you doesn`t mean
ill wait for you for the rest of my life

okay, so fucking parents start yelling at you
your boyfriend starts cheating on you
your grades start going down
your life makes a whole turn around

and thats when you lose it.
you cry your heart out, 
wishing that all your problems
would just go away </33

Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.

there`s a difference between pretty & beautiful. when someone is pretty, they have a good apperance, & when someone`s beautiful they shine on the inside & out & are also pretty. but never in my life have i ever been called beautiful.. just pretty.

*IF i told y0u that i caN`t st0p thiNkinG aBout yOu
oR JusT ThE Th0ughT oF yOu maKeS me SmiLe
or tHat i gEt butterflieSwHeN i Hear y0uR Name
anD tHat i waNt to Be HeLd tiGhtly iN your armS
w O u L d . y O u . T h i n K . i ` m . C r Az Y . ?

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Thanks <333

BEC XXXX

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MUCH!

XXXX

Happy St. Patties Day!!

theres no point in trying to talk to you, i've tried
to have a conversation with you so many times
but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my
stomach and it .. makes me realize, you will never
feel the same way about me, as i do about you

everyday people ask her
[are you two going out?]
and he doesnt realize how painful
it is for her to sit there and say
[no, we're just friends.]

ever since i met you it just
hasn't been the same .. all
i've been doing is putting
hearts around you name <3<3

we flirt all the time, i just dont know
if you are really interested, or if
you are just playing games </3

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
Being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for
things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached
I'm mad for depending on you and wasteing my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you && most
of all not hating you when i should..but I can't

Shes scared because she’s finally realizing
How much he really means to her <3

you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me <3

he looks at her like she's something new
but we all know it's just bad news so we turn away &
he doesn't see the things she does behind his back

have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you like
no one cares or loves you back feeling; as if you would of
cried no one would be there to wipe away the tears

she pulls back her hair as she screams "i don`t wanna live this life."

WANTED: a boy who will run up behind me, wrap his arms around me & kiss

Not going to update until i have 5 comments.

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